These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume.
- William Shakespeare.
Come, my darling, take my hand,
Journey down this path with me;
Let’s return to yesterday’s land.
Come feel the grainy summer sand,
The relieving shade of this oak tree.
Come, my darling, take my hand.
Hidden from the world we stand
Gazing over an opal sea;
Let’s return to yesterday’s land.
Whispered words, soft demands,
Fingers entwined with no space between.
Come, my darling, take my hand.
To a silent tune, the light in your eyes dance,
‘I can hear your heartbeat,’ you say to me.
Let’s return to yesterday’s land.
Rain or shine, by your side I’ll stand,
Though this may not appear to be.
Come, my darling, take my hand,
Let’s return to yesterday’s land.
- anonymous.
Sunday, May 30, 2010 || 5:28 PM
ohh yeaa arent i jst the hottest thing uve ever seen? ;) hehe. that is sams beautiful drawing of me which dabaja has kindly labelled ^^ i think ms balkizas thinks me and sam are retarded now coz we spent like the whole lesson drawing that and like cracking up silently at the back of the room..and she gave us this really weird look :/ i jst realised i havnt blogged for a while :/ ..so heres my weekend:saturday: bball in the morning which we lost -___- the score was... 17/13 i think? well we lost by 4 points so it wasnt that bad..oh oh but we had an epic last shot in literally the last 2 seconds of the game hehe :)then i had chinese skl as usual..spent the class playing bejewelled on lizzy's touch and me and elisa attempted to kill the green pig with my angry birds >:C lol. me and amanda went to the convenience store at break and its funi coz wen we wlked out of the skl apparently the principal was standing like right nxt to the gates..and he shouted at us but then i didnt hear and we jst kept wlking :) haha.sunday: woke up at 10 :/ spent the morning lazing around...eating..showering...watching tv...and other unproductive random crap :)then i had maths and omg. the teacher told my mum that i havnt been doing hw which means now i have to start doing it... TT ...mm. my solution: copy jo's hw xD hehe. so i spent the whole class copying all of jo's hw while she complained about how bored she was.OMMGG. jst finished reading spirit bound [latest vampire academy book] ...OMMGG SOO GOOODDD 8) hehe reading it has rekindled my love of books..so tomorrow i think ill go shopping for some new bks... but..OMMG DIMITRI AND ROSE ♥
blaah :)
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 || 8:31 PM
netball trials today... which i think i failed epicly coz im so used to the agro-ness of bball..so then i fouled like every 5 secs D: loli love rainy days :) ..actually no i hate them wen u hav to walk through the rain..whcih is wat i was doing all day -___- but i love wen its THUNDERSTORMING while ur sleeping..especially if its still raining the nxt morning and u dnt hav to get up coz its a sunday..ahhh 8) and and ur lying in bed with a hot chocolate and a book or something..and the room is heated so ur not cold... i love winter now :)well. now i wana watch a movie in bed...i think ill go shower and then do that :)OH OH OHHH JUST REMEMBERED. i can watch the latest ep of 90210..so ill watch that first and then a movie. :)nwais. so the WEIRDEST thing happened jst now.. AMANDA DISSED JUSTIN BIEBER D:..and shes like obsessed with him...so now im scared. but heres my theory: so a terrorist alien came down and kidnapped her and then cloned her because the alien was testing out its newly invented cloning machine. and then obviously its worked..but it didnt clone her RETARDED MIND..which is why she dissed jb O____Olols well nwais. gona shower now so i can watch movies in bed xD
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 || 7:32 PM
ommg hate this geo assignment that we're meant to be doing >:C i did my research for the individual part and i typed up dot points and it looked like alot and it was 2 PAGES..but then i typed it up and its only HALF of wat we're meant to write. arggh. so now i hav to find some more waffle to put in there >:C ..if only there was a wiki page on it... x]
just ate dinner..and YUMMY. my mum bought me some durian to cheer me up :) zoommgg. i love durian...ahh love love love durian ^^ ppl who dnt like it obviously have never tried it and just cant get past its strong smell..but ahhhh so yummy :)
ommg. im really sad gossip girl doesnt start up again until SEPTEMBER. SEPTEMBER PPL. SEPTEMBER. D:
HOW CAN I WAIT THAT LONG?? ...ill probs be over it by then.. and then itll take all my effort to bother to watch the first ep..and then ill be obsessed all over again 8) ..but if blair doesnt get back with chuck then ill be angry. coz that means him getting shot and all this pain and waiting is for NOTHING D:
sighhh i really think i need to find some other tv shows to watch and be obsessed with so im not bored for the next..however many months.
nwais im relatively happy rite now :) hehe. oh wait no im angry coz AMANDA WONT GIVE MY MAGIC PILLS THAT GIVE ME SUPERPOWERS >:C
GIMME SUPERPOWERS
xD yepps.
Saturday, May 22, 2010 || 5:49 PM
ommg just watched the season finale of gosssip girl and WTF. CHUCK GETS SHOT?? WTF WTF D: but then i googled it and apparently he doesnt die..so hopefully blair will realise how much she loves him and theyll get back together ♥
nwais u know ive finally worked out the meaning of comfort food. i swear ive eaten so much crap the past 2 wks i think im gona become a massive ball if i dnt stop depressing soon.. D: u see. its not that the food makes u feel any better...its jst that food seems to be all u can think about..weird :/ gahh now i feel like fatshit. so i shuld probs stop eating... -sees an orange on the table- oooo an orange...yum yum yum 8)
bball: we lost. again. TT
chinese school: hahaha omg so funny lizzy was telling me bout mychonny and ommg. her azn accent..SO RETARDED xD
"can i get an earring?"
"WHAT BOY? U WANA BE DAH GANGSTA??"
"no..i jst want one"
"U WANA BE DAH GAY? U LIKE DAH PENIS? HUH? HUH?"
haha then we had a heart-to-heart bout our skls..and our lives..and how shit everything is. iloveyou lizzy :)
my week: shitholes.
next week: ...still have to finish sustainability erghh. and need to do some of that geo assignment D: but hopefully it will be less shitty :)
Thursday, May 20, 2010 || 11:07 PM
farr outt mann. why the hell is year 9 so screwed over?? its like..problem after problem after problem..and then you think one problems over and your all happy and normal again...THEN IT FRIGGIN COMES BACK AGAIN.
..i really shuld've jst made a diary instead of a blog..then i wuld be able to use names lol.
but srsly..EVERYTHING IS LIKE SO EFFED UP. especially when ppl screw up ur life because theyre attention seekers and they dont realise that theyre stupid little tantrums have caused you soo many problems. arghh
mmm but then at the same time alot of good things has happened this year too :) ..mostly jst me making lots of new friends and becoming closer to some old ones etc etc. OMFG. ok i just remembered another annoying problem that i forgot before..ZOOMMMGGG.
this sucks i need a diary >:C
NWAIS..MOVING ONN~
did u noe im gona fail this yr :L well im gona fail..maths, science..and PD ..and basically all the subjects that SAM is in my class for -____- omg she is the most distracting and annoying but FUNNY person ever. i hav absolutely no idea wat we did in maths today coz we spent all of that lesson on lookbook :) and then in science we spent the whole lesson..talking lols..and discussing sperms haha xD but then thats actually related to wteva we're learning in science so..hehe
i love coffee. i really need one rite now..im like dead from sleep-lacking..ness sighh.
ohoh MUFTI TOMORROW xD WOOT. hehe muftis always good :) and we can take luvos like the little bored azns we are :D haha
ok nwais..must finish downloading songs so that i can actually get some sleep TT
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 || 8:22 PM
i see the way he looks at you,i see the way he smiles at you.i watch him when he talks to you,i watch him as he laughs with you.i cant help the way it makes me feel,i cant help the pain.i pretend its no big dealbut all i can think is:fuck me for having such pretty friends
|| 6:25 PM
mmm nothing to say really.. except:
- i have a shitload of homework and i srsly cbf to do it..but i have to TT
- my new blogging phase is srsly ruining my life.. i now have OVERDUE HW on top of my already massive load..AND I FORGOT TO WATCH GG LAST NIGHT COZ I WAS BLOGGING -___- stupid blog.
- ZOMMMG. u noe wat i feel like right now? the chips from that chip shop down at the croydon..ommg i want them so bad..i can even SMELL THEMMM -drools- food is so addictive. has anyone else noticed? its like all i can think of right now...mann i feel like such a fattie. sighh
- skipping karate today coz i cbf to get off my chair to go xD ..and i hav hw -___-
ARGHH. have i mentioned i hate blogs?? i've just wasted like an hr of my life..wen i shuld hav been wasting it on actually finishing sustainability..thats due TOMORROW. fml.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010 || 7:59 PM
mann i think i really need to sleep more. i got like..5 hours of sleep last night so now im like dead tired.. but i survived WITHOUT COFFEE xD ohh i miss my coffee now sighh.
anyways so being sleep+caffeine-deprived, school was quite boring and sad.
matrix after school..oh but i made a new friend :) haha it was so funny coz she was like obsessing over the cuteness of this new guy who had been in our class for like 3wks and she hadnt even noticed before -___-
hehe well we talked about...guys actually xD
snippet of our conversation ;)
[talking about the GUY SHE THINKS IS CUTE]
MY FRIEND: what, is he a nerd??
ME: nono..i think he's a banana. he's asian in like looks but inside he's a white guy :)
MY FRIEND: o.O a banana...OHH I GET IT LOOOLS. but banana makes me think of dick :L
ME: i knooww...i just realised :/
...LATER...
MY FRIEND: HI. YOUR A BANANA
GUY SHE THINKS IS CUTE: ..what?? ..what does that mean?? o.O is it a good thing?
ME: it means -
MY FRIEND: it means YOU LOOK LIKE A PENIS :D
ME: WTF?! YOU DONT SAY THAT -facepalm-
hahha yepp...now i wonder why she said that if she liked him...lols. hehe and thats jst a tiny snippet of our conversations ;)
except then the teacher got pissed at us for tlking so much so we had to shuttup >:C
anyways hahah so my depressing day got that much better :)
Monday, May 17, 2010 || 7:07 PM
so i was at the lost property place at central today.. [oh yea I FOUND THE SECOND CLARINET I LOST xD] ok nwais. so i started thinking about random stuff and i realised that even with people who are like born here, you can still tell like what background they are from their voice. like even asians who are born here in aus still sound asian if u like only hear their voice...well most do anyways.which is why i was so surprised when i found out that kesha was blonde...not that i ever really thought about her background but still..nwais so then i started wondering if people's accents depend on where they grew up or if like diff races have like diff shaped voiceboxes or something.. :/ ..or maybe its just coz their parents still have an accent so then they picked it up off their parents.. i wonder if i sound asian if you only heard my voice..hmmm ill hav to remember to ask someone somedaywell. i just realised how random and retarded this blog is...but hey this is the kind of meaningless crap that goes on in my mind :)
Sunday, May 16, 2010 || 9:53 PM
remember the time when
we talked into the early hours of morning?
remember the time when
we laughed until our cheeks ached?
i remember...
and now we go our separate ways,
we'll grow apart as time goes on.
but we'll look back on those days,
and a shadow of those smiles will linger on.
but for now this is the end,
just know that i love you, my friend.
|| 8:13 PM
OMFG. i hate blogging already >:C it's so frustrating..trying to make everything look pretty. don't even know why i decided to make a blog today. i should probably be studying for my history test tomorrow instead of annoying myself with what is destined to be an ugly blog. sighhh.
ohh yeaa arent i jst the hottest thing uve ever seen? ;) hehe. that is sams beautiful drawing of me which dabaja has kindly labelled ^^ i think ms balkizas thinks me and sam are retarded now coz we spent like the whole lesson drawing that and like cracking up silently at the back of the room..and she gave us this really weird look :/ 
