
30 day letter challenge day 1 - Your Best Friend
ahh my best friend. well to be honest i don't have one and i dont think ive had one for quite a while now. i used to have a best friend, a very good one too. we were like practically sisters. you couldve locked us both up in a room with nothing else and we wuldve found some way to entertain each other and have fun jst enjoying each others company. :) and if you've known me for a while im sure you know who im talking about.
we met in kindy and ..i dont remmeber how we become friends but we were tight as. from kindy to yr2 she was pretty much my only friend and i was her only friend...well we had other friends but i realise now that we rejected them all. i suppose at that time we didnt need anyone else but each other.
well yr 3 came..and for the first time we werent in the same class. and from yr 3 onwards i suppose we realised we needed other friends as well as each other...so i became really close to someone else..and we began to drift apart a bit. yr 4 i think we drifted apart more..and i became really close to another person and at first my best friend still used to sit with me and stuff...but i think by the end of yr4/beginning of yr5 we kind of were barely even friends anymore..
well...yr 5 she didnt really exist in my life much.. i had my new close friends..and she had her other friend so we grew apart...but eventually we came back together again. and in yr 6 we formed the beginning of my old group.
me, my best friend, my 2 close friends from yrs3&4 and another close friend i met in yr 5.
yr 7 came and me and best friend were really close again. almost like how we were in yr 2. i still remember really clearly this one memory of me and her laughing like crazy at our lockers during class. we were laughing about something stupid, and we got in trouble coz we were so loud we distracted other classes...but its such a perfect memory. me and her happy, carefree, laughing and enjoying each others company.
well by middle of yr 7 we drifted apart again and i grew closer to a girl who was new to the skl. yr 8 we were no longer really best friends...we were jst close friends.
beginning of yr9 [this year] we were close-ish..but we were drifting apart again. except i suppose this time i was old and mature enough to notice and care about it. i found myself having to try to keep our relationship together, it was alot of effort at times..and it only got harder wen shit happened at skl and i wasnt able to spend as much effort on our relationship..coz i was trying to keep myself sane. i wont explain wat shit happened...but most of u probs already noe anyway. and if you do noe, then i dont blame the shit that happened for me and her not being friends. we were already growing apart alot this yr..
so yea. shit happened..she moved groups..my old group collapsed completely. we all joined other groups... and now me and her? well i think we say hi to each other maybe 2or 3 times a wk? we have almost every class togetehr but we dont tlk and we dnt sit near each other.
we're not best friends anymore...i dont even noe if we're friends. we're jst 2 girls who have a world of history together...happy times, sad times..hard times, easy times.
she's probably the only best friend i've ever had and the only best friend i ever will have. i dont think ill have a relationship with anyone else like the one i had with her. it was really very special.
but people change and grow. she always used to say to me that it was because of how different we were that we were such good friends. coz even from wen we were little we were really different. but i suppose at some point we jst got too diferent.
well. if ur reading this.. u noe who u are. and i hope u have a good life and ur friends treat u well and i hope wherever u are, wteva ur doing, i hope that ur happy. coz u deserve it for giving me amazing memories and giving me the best times of my childhood.
i hope you read this so you know just how much of an impact u had on my life. and and you gave me amazing memories. and yea. :)