so i deleted this yesterday but then i learnt that you don't read this soo i can now just say wteva i want (:
perhaps i shouldn't have talked to you... i was getting good at blocking you from my mind until last night. sighh now i just miss you.
don't know why but i felt like doing this and besides who doesnt like listening to music (: its basically bits from lots of different songs that pretty much sum up ..everything haha. some of these songs i listened to heaps a few months ago coz they were constantly stuck in my head lol. for some of them i used a line here and there so like if you know the lyrics and theyre not right its probs coz i took a line from the chorus and a line from a verse and just shoved it all together lol. hmm maybe i shouldn't post this... oh well i'll delete it later when i'm more sane or something :L
hey stephen, i know looks can be deceiving,
but i know i saw a light in you
and as we walked we were talking
i didn't say half the things i wanted to.
i am trying not to tell you, but i want to
i'm scared of what you'll say
so i'm hiding what i'm feeling
but i'm tired of holding this inside my head.
i've been spending all my time just thinking bout you
i don't know what to do, i think i'm falling for you
taking over my life
but i don't seem to mind.
I, i'm really falling for you
I, i hate what you're putting me through
what have you done to me now?
i just can't sleep at night
i know that you saw me with somebody else
but believe me i'm all by myself.
cause i feel you even though we're apart
and without you there's a hole in my heart.
oh baby, though i tried i just cant adjust
thought that i could get over you
but baby that is so far from true
oh baby, got something i wanna discuss
oh boy what happened to us, happened to us, happened to us
where'd you go?
i miss you so
feels like it's been forever
that you've been gone.
please come back home
i miss the sound of your voice
the loudest thing in my head.
just run away back to yesterday... i'm trying to keep you in my head but if not...
yeah you got me begging,
begging baby please don't go
if i wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
i don't know
if you feel the way i do
if you leave i'm gonna find you...
baby please don't run away...
stay instead.
it's two am, feeling like i just lost a friend
hope you know it's not easy, easy for me.
never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
every little bump in the road i tried to swerve.
people are people, and somtimes we change our minds
but it's killing me to see you go after all this time.
but you know, i don't need you. you're not air, or water, or food. i'm only holding onto this because it's all that's left of you, but one day i'll accept that you're gone forever. i'll accept that we'll never stay up talking hours into the night anymore, that we'll never have pointless arguments about random topics and then forget why we're even talking about it, and that i'll never see you again. i'll move on and you'll just be another person i used to know.