Tuesday, May 24, 2011 || 10:22 AM


SO MANY GOOD NEW SONGS HEHE IM SO EXCITED
but you should all listen to this one: stupid in love - neyo & rihanna
ive come up with this new theory that for every moment of happiness there will be a moment of sadness. so if i have a really good day or am really happy for a few hours then afterwards, usually at night, when im normally neutral ill be more down than usual. maybe its like an emotional crash after an emotional high or maybe its because after youve been really happy youre more down than usual because that super happiness is gone. haha or maybe im just being retarded and should shuttup. i think the latter.
okay anyways what am i up to?
day 12 - bullet point your whole day
man this is gonna be really boring.. well basically
- woke up at 9.30-10 or so
- ate some food
- showered etc
- ate gozleme for lunch hehe soo yumm
- went to chinese school where me and amanda tried to ditch some of it and find a hidden place in the school where we could just talk... except we ended up being caught by the scary fat lady and we ran away before she could start shouting at us
- ran outside and sat on a bench and like 2mins later she came out of the building and saw us again and started shouting so we said we were from morning class and were waiting
- i decided i should probably go up to class
- spent chinese school being extremely retarded and higher than usual with lizzy bahahhaaha the teacher now thinks we have issues and so does like everyone in our class...
- went home and i like barely remmeber what ive been doing since
Monday, May 16, 2011 || 10:25 PM

most of the misery had been generated by her conventional aspect, and not by her innate sensations
thats from tess of the durbevilles. you know despite that everyone hates it, i actually really like that book..not that ive finished it but still. some of the descriptions are really beautiful and there are alot of phrases/sentences which are just so profound and completely capture a feeling or idea in a few words. i wish i could write that well.
I SMELL LIKE STRAWBERRIES. i smell very strongly of strawberries actually.. mmm.. you see for xmas i got one of those body shop packs of like soap and moisturiser and a bunch of other things and it was a strawberry scented pack and i opened it today to use the moisturiser and now i smell very strongly of strawberries... kinda yummy actually :L
OH WAIT BRB. GETTING MYSHELF SHOME TEAAAA. oh the tea is not hot anymore ):
okay anyways.. why am i even writing this? i have like 3 wks worth of matrix hw to do.. STUPID KARINA MAKING ME BLOG :P
OHOH does anyone know any nice designers/shops etc in sydney where i can like get a formal dress from XD i was looking for some places/designeres i could get a dress from and suddenly realised.. its going to take me forever to find something i like at a price i can afford.. because basically i hated everything XD you see this is my criteria
- NO SPARKLES/DIAMONTES/SEQUINS/GLITTER ETC. (i suppose a dress with very minimal of these things is okay though)
- preferably short
- not patterned, id rather a dress with texture than patterns and etc
- not black
- not white
- not silver
- not gold
- i want one thats backless, or has a low back... and also a relatively low front.. lawls
okay i wont continue because karina is getting impatient for me to finish this post...
OH YEA day 11: put your ipod on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that come up
lol well thats easy okayyy
- millionaire - far east movement
- kiss me thru the phone - soulja boy
- i can transform ya - chris brown (i actually hate this song)
- touchin on my - 3oh!3
- 3 - britney spears
- kissing you - miranda cosgrove
- boys&girls - pixie lott
- angel - akon
- carry out - timbaland
- shut up and kiss me - orianthi
- just a dream - nelly
- seventeen forever - metro station
- too much to ask - avril lavigne
- memories - david guetta
- baby - justin bieber
- smack that - akon
- one in this world - haylie duff
- im spacebound - eminem
- hot - avril lavigne
- this is why im hot - mims (appropriate song to end on ;D)
haha yea i realised at about 17 that i was only meant to go to 10.. oh well. i think i needed to show everyone REAL music. :P hehe i actually quite like my ipod sometimes :L
Wednesday, May 11, 2011 || 4:35 PM

i am so over school. T_T just realised i have a maths task IN LESS THAN A WEEK. and i know nothing. NOTHING. theres so much i need to memorise and learn by then its crazy.. but not only that like theres so many different things weve learnt when it comes to the task theyll give me a question and i wont even know which formula/method thing to use.. and ill use the wrong one waste ages trying to do it then realise it wont work.. and yea. fml. FMLFMLFML.
so i think today i will watch an episode of gg or something ..anything really. but i shall start my procrastination with this: (:
day 10: discuss your first love and kiss
you know for some reason i find it uncomfortable discuss these things on my blog.. because i dno who reads this and what they know or whether i even want them to know anything.. and yea. hahaa well my first love is still going (: umm what am i meant to say about it?
OHMYGAWD. okay i will tell you guys the story of my love (:
once upon a time there was an extremely beautiful young girl, and one day at a friends birthday she met a boy (actually she met a few boys), but didnt talk to him. weeks and even months later she would remember only one thing about that boy from that first day, and that was his light bubbliness which made her smile.
it wasn't until about a month later that she talked to him, in of course the most romantic way possible, popping up on facebook chat.
... okay i ceebs finishing this story hahaha but anyways you can all guess how it goes :L
annd.. first kiss. (: 21st february 2011. approximately hmmm 4-5:30pm sometime then. in hyde park with boy in aforementioned story (: hahaha what else am i meant to say.. uhh so yea.
note: i just realised that wasnt really my first kiss, but honest to god when i thought 'first kiss' that was what came to mind lol took me like 20mins to realise. so as far as im concerned that was my first kiss (:
Sunday, May 8, 2011 || 4:33 PM

"Take him and cut him out in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine
that all the wold will be in love with night,
and pay no worship to the garish sun."
So yesterday was the school open day and i realised that it was the last time i would ever wear my junior summer uniform. the same uniform ive worn for the past 11 years of my life. ): i dont want to grow up
day 8: a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life
sighhh i dont know. maybe when i set myself a goal and i actually achieve it (: or any moment when people/friends say something really nice and it makes me feel happy and im just like wow. my friends are amazing (: hahaa or after a day of shopping when ive actually bought heaps of stuff that i like.
lool okay im bored of this topic. i dno im not a very depressed person i think.. im usually quite satisfied with my life well nowadays anyway (:
day 9: how you hope your future will be like
faaiirrrly sure ive already discussed this one.. in the 'where do you want to be in 10years' or wteva. soo not bothered to repeat it all. but one thing i want :
MONEY.
bahhahhaha so i can have a really nice house. like it doesnt have to be massive, but when i furnish it im gonna get like interior designers to help me do it and i might build my own house instead of buying one so i can get it architecturally designed and stuff. and its gonna be really nice even if its not that big (: and another thing it has to SMELL nice. i want one of those houses where the moment you walk through the front door the first thing you notice is how nice it smells (:
apart from that.. 2 kids.. good husband i actually love.. good career blablabla yup (: thats my future hahaha
Wednesday, May 4, 2011 || 6:19 PM

'let me stand here till thou remember it'
'i shall forget, to have thee stand there, rememb'ring how i love thy company'
'and i'll still stay, to have thee still forget, forgetting any other home but this'
can you believe i have
3 english essays. HOW RETARDED IS THAT? and i have like 30 questions on romeo and juliet to do which were meant to be due today.. sighh well anyways while im still procrastinating
day 7: your zodiac and if you think it fits your personality
i am gemini and.. okay ill jst summarise what google says about me
traditional gemini traits:
- adaptable and versatile
- communicative and witty
li>intellectual and eloquent- youthful and lively
the dark side:
- nervous and tense
- superficial and inconsistent
- cunning and inquisitive
likes:
- talking
- novelty and the unusual
- variety in life
- multiple projects all going at once
- reading
dislikes:
- feeling tied down
- learning, such as school
- being in a rut
- mental inaction
- being alone
The third sector of the zodiac, Gemini is all about intelligence and communication. You're born under this sign and have a talent for and love of using your minds and expressing yourself fully.
As a Gemini, you are a bower bird, mentally, and take an interest in all sorts of different things. Anything that gets your mind ticking over will grab you. You constantly try to challenge your mental abilities and will make extra efforts to understand anything you put your mind to.
You can’t understand why other people don’t feel the same way. To you, this kind of stimulation is your life blood. Anyone who engages you in quick-witted and thoughtful banter will win your heart for sure.
If you could be accused of anything, it would be that you spread yourself too thinly, by being interested in too many things. To some people, you seem superficial and flighty. It’s the ‘rolling stone gathering no moss’ thing — doing a bit of this and a bit of that and not getting deeply into any one thing.
You see it differently, of course. To you life is a smorgasbord, and you’re going to taste everything. Trying just one main course, so to speak, isn’t your thing. Variety, diversity and experimentation are some of your key words. And you can always say, ‘At least I’ll never be boring!’
You have a great love of the written as well as the spoken word, and will often put pen to paper — or hands to keyboard — to get your own thoughts down. Sometimes this is just so you can work out what you think about a particular issue or event. Lots of journalists, writers, and advisers are Geminis; their way with words is their best tool for making a lasting impression.
You also have a strong connection to travel and short journeys. You’ll often feel restless, and your itchy feet will set you wandering. These journeys may not be long, but there will be plenty of them — you’re always on the go. You are thirsty for new experiences, and even on short journeys or in transit, you’ll throw yourself into meeting new and unusual people.
You’re fascinated by psychology and the way human relationships work, so you will seek a life partner who is as into communication as you are. You will need this sort of person if you are to achieve emotional fulfillment.
Vitality and constant stimulation are what you are about. A peaceful old age is definitely not your cup of tea (even if you happen to be over 60).
well, that seems very right actually. basically i love communicating, and new things. hahhaa im always looking for something new to do or else ill become bored and depressive. i dont like being stuck in a rut and ill try almost anything. mm (: AND YES I WANT TO TRAVEL. what else.. oh it said i often start too many things and end up not putting myself fully into anything really.. hahha sounds about right too :L and im fascinated by psychology and human relationships (: mmm all quite true.
omg.. karina showed me the MOST TRAUMATISING VIDEO in science today. like i was actually sitting in the back row crying alot and trying to hide my face in case the teacher saw and was like wtf O_O ARGH SO HORRIBBLLEEE... it was basically about meat production and it was jst.. bad. asdfghjkl;' i doubt its real though because.. as if that stuff actually happens... i hope :/ but omg. T_T i just had dinner and i actually didnt eat any meat because that video kept popping into my head and like all day at the back of my mind i could see those pigs.. ARGHHHHH T__T seriously karina, if youve made me become a vegan IM GONNA BE SO PISSED. I LIKE EATING MEAT.. but like.. omg. just think of the movie saw and thats what the video was like.. except on animals.. and worse coz its (supposedly) real...
if you wanna watch it type farm to fridge in google and its one of the first links. but like if you do watch it.. just be warned. i was actually crying alot and i felt sick and i still do. T_T
okay must do shakespeare questions now goodbye.
Sunday, May 1, 2011 || 6:55 PM
HAHAHHAHAHAHA okay so i jst went through the photos on my laptop and i found this folder called 'random' and these were the pics in it :L
oh i dunno if you can read that BUT LOL IT SAYS:
amanda:
"hey christine. i wipe my butt after shatting standing up. what about you?"
"OMG. i do too we have soo much in common"
"OMFG. i thought i was the only one that was comfortable with the idea of making poo butterflies"
HAHHAHAHHAHHAA we were tlking about the radio how on the radio ppl were talking about wiping your poo standing or sitting and that if you wipe standing up then you make a poo butterfly bahahaahahahaahhahha ahh :L and yea we were like wtfing over how you would ask ppl about how they wipe their poo :L
bahhahahahaah why are all these convos about poo.. :L we were talking about clothes and how we like that khaki green kinda colour :L
oh theres another retarded convo... but i dont think ill show the public XD hahahahhaha funny times funny times :L
day 6: write 30 interesting facts about yourself
lol really.. 30.. can i even think of 30 interesting things about me:L
- I LOVE DURIAN. if you dont know wat this is youve been living in a hole.
- i find sims a really addictive game
- after watching the royal wedding ive decided i wish i were british
- umm theres this restaurant in surry hills called JAZUSHI i think and its yummy
- i hate my wardrobe.
- i painted my room and it was meant to be a light blue but i very stupidly decided at the counter to buy yellow instead.. so now i have a bright yellow room. BUT I STILL LOVE MY ROOM
- okay i cant think of anything.. i find coffee useless but i love drinking it coz its yum
- i like hugs
- i like justin biebers music
- i love showering. especially really hot hour-long showers with my speakers up really loud while im home alone
- i love when you talk to someone you havnt talked to for a while but you used to be heaps tight with and they seem really excited to talk to you/see you and you feel all happy and also relieved because you half worried theyd treat you like a stranger
- cold, rainy winter mornings, saturday sport is cancelled, lying in your really warm bed while its pouring heavily, mug of hot chocolate, some music or a good book. enough said.
- i like having really retarded/sick conversations that make me LOL literally. hahhaa like the ones above
- im terrified of spiders
- im really mean to my mum sometimes T_T but ill make it up to her on mothers day XD ..somehow..
- i have a phobia for awkward situations.. if i think something will be awkward id rather not go or if i think a person is awkward ill avoid them :L
- im addicted to tumblr but its really just a time waster.. to kill time, look at funny pictures, funny quotes, pretty pictures etc etc
- i love reading i just wish i had time to read :/
- there are few things i really like about myself or my life, but when i think about it theres actually a lot to like
- theres one thing i hate: i hate people who like to 'go against the crowd' and reject whatever opinion they feel is overtaking society just to feel unique when really the only reason they think whatever they think is because its the opposite to what they believe society thinks. for example people who say they hate justin bieber. do they really hate justin bieber? or do they only hate him because so many girls love him? if you have a legit reason like you just dont listen to that kind of music, then fine. but i doubt everyone bieber hater has a legit reason.
- jks, theres another thing i hate: judgemental people. i think its stupid to judge people on how they look, who they hang out with, and even to an extent what they do. i think you should only judge people on themselves and their personality. just because someone might do things you wouldnt do, doesnt necessarily make them a bad person. get to know people.
- i have a blanket that i call xiao bei zi (small blanket in chinese) and ive had it since i was 2wks old and it is the softest thing in the world.. even though it has many holes in it (:
- if i could go back in time i dont think id change anything about my past. even though ive made countless mistakes and suffered the consequences. i would change nothing
- i just killed a cockroach and felt guilty. :/
- i cant remember the last time i slept before 12
- i want to live in NY because of gossip girl.. and also because of city of bones books
- i like to make retarded faces when im bored. hahahhaha i make myself lol :L
- people tell me that im not socially awkward, tbh i think i am in new situations maybe i just hide it well :/ but i love meeting people and getting to know people
- i love being around people, whether i like them or not i have to be around people to make myself happy. people are just so interesting you know?
- optimism always. i find pessimism annoying and gets on my nerves after a while
OH MY GOD DONE AT LAST. i started writing this post like 2 days ago... thats how long it took me to come up with 30 facts about myself and like half of them are shit and random ahhahhaa :L oh wells

HHAHHAHA HOW FUNNY IS THAT. YOMAMA BIN SHOPPIN.